when i am laid in earth

im really depressed right now. we just had to leave a teen activity because Grandma Doris is dying and we had to help the Nelsons get the house ready for the people who want to be with her when she dies. i was having a great time, i love the lodge, but i feel so bad about Grandma Doris. shes not actually my grandma but she still means a lot to me. shes 97 i think but its still so hard to loose someone. i feel so bad for Lynn. i made jenny hug her multiple times for me.
the activity was fun tho. i played risk with Charles most of the time. i was winning until we had to leave. so was Lynn. the leading forces were me, Lynn, and Charles. it was such a good time. i feel bad though, i set Hannah lose on poor Rachel. Hannah was being hyper and kinda scary so i sent her over to Rachel. UGH im so depressed. well im going to probably sit here and feel bad for the nelsons until at least the teen activity is offically over. maybe ill call charles. my music is making me feel better. heres a tip: when youre depressed Dido and Anesas is NOT for you. ill say goodbye with some lyrics.

when i am laid
am laid in earth
may my wrongs create
no trouble
no trouble in thy rest.
when i am laid
am laid in earth
may my wrongs create
no trouble
no trouble in thy rest
remember me!
remember me!
but, ahh, forget my fate!
remember me!!
but ,ahh, forget my fate!

when i am gone, lay me to rest.
[look my child to the whitest horses]
forgive me my wrongs, but remember the rest!
[look my child, to the way my voice is]
REMEMBER ME!!!!!!

---Mike!!